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this site is a place where  songs and poems

that make the unfathomable journey

from the unknown ocean-

may bask in the light

that you are.



How could care control? Care would carry your weary weight on its own back That which will seek control is not careful of the tender-hearted That which seeks control is not care Care rejoices in your success through the flat pancake of time Care is careful Of each footprint Upon your heart Care would not […]

Karma Konundrums

Karma Konundrums: A Piece of the Puzzle

A piece of the puzzle regarding the harm involved in the current use/common understanding of the word karma: Seems to me to be due to a lack of understanding and investigation into the nature and appearance of the sense of self.   When we assume self to be a solitary thing that gets wounded or […]

mountain of pride

Mountain of Pride

Sitting high and blusterous¬†Condemning things¬†IdiotStupidPretence of unassailabilityWhile failing to give any¬†Thoughtful reason why Beyond that- why should we listen to you? What credentials do you have in the rich experience field?How dirty, really, are your hands?Oh, you just read a gardening manual once. We should listen to you, why?Because you speak loudly?With the force of […]

love speaks

love speaks…

i am love speaking everything i say i lose for i am the process of becoming clothed in the language of the world.

no line in the sand

There is no line in the sand.

I’ve been looking at things.
how they go together.
how they fall apart.

communication as information exchange
the experience of peace
of space
of freedom

arguments can end at the place of, “well, where is the line in the sand?”
someone pointing out that there is no line.
and out the baby goes with the bathwater and down the drain into the void.

we influence the line in the sand.
we magic it into being.
together as peace =
together listens.
and births the new line.



all of you is welcome at my table come eat, drink, breath deeply come sit, be still, stand and¬†be merry or¬†contrary. come you who conceive of knowledge as commodity in a ruthless game of checkers come you to whom summary dismissals and hasty misapplication¬† come with wolfish alacrity come all of you is welcome at […]



Hopelessness As if it’s a bad thing, we say it and imagine dejection dripping down. but with hope we have pitted a self against the future one that’s always i-eye’ing the dangling carrot of a perfection perfectly always and forever out of reach .


I d*e* th n ic t*s i ty

When i seek out the source of myself comes a void space-like ness i am myself so i cannot be found * when i seek you out all i find is dream rainbow web and shimmering sensations * us is web * it is web * I is web *


On Receiving and Transmitting Dharma

pearls of wisdom lute string trillioning . the perfect moon pointed  out . ‚Äúhow do you receive such preciousness, a treasure you already possess?‚ÄĚ ask some. ____________________ we now have a previously unknown view of the Buddhist diaspora. these days, we have the option of learning as many different conceptual formulations, practise-maps and pointing out‚Äôs […]


How to Become A Dinosaur

be close-minded (refuse to entertain input from others. say things like, “i don’t care what you have to say.”) be unquestioning in the superiority of your thoughts/opinions (the corollary being- devalue the input of your community) Don’t evaluate the impact of your behaviours on others. These behaviours stem from thoughts and belief-nets. Don’t examine those […]


Burn this World Down.

Love is all that matters.It is not matter.Do not deny it.Do not put it off until later.Love is yours to re-cognizeAs yours It is not in matter.Tend the flame. Tend the flame.Burn this world down.


Ode to an Orb in the Web

Ode to a Orb in the Web farmerweb designerwearer of skirts lover of circles and spacetree curve appreciatorbuilder  does truth and simplicity come easy to one whohas pockets reserved for unknown delights? “tell me everything you know about love” o, i don’t know anything about itonly that it always looks different https://unistoten.camp



i said: fuck u god. for all the good i want but don’t have. for all the bad i don’t want but do have. god replied: .dog u kcuf thaw i doog eht lla rof .evah t’nod tub .tnaw t’nod i dab eat llama rof .evah od tub goddess laughed: tend the web. tend the […]


Russian Roulette

Russian Roulette ‚ÄúI will speak of fact,‚ÄĚ said she,  ‚Äúask questions regarding the circumstantial evidence needed for painting conclusions.‚ÄĚ And so some asked,  ‚Äúwherefore were the clouds of jupiter?‚ÄĚ and others, ‚Äúwhat fire filled your heart?‚ÄĚ while also were there who drew without questions-  trigger finger instinct struggle to survive wild sparkling despair rage, at […]


Ode to a Cage

you are the limits of compassionthe edge of bounded heartyou map the shackles restraining infinite joyand are my matchless guide to freedom without you, this invisible cagewould stay just that- invisible who are you? each and everyirritating person, thing or thought


Home is Here the Heart IS

the bright clear awake now that is home that is where this felt-sense of self abides strongly although it’s ghostly spectres can be found in all of times picture shows it’s always been hasn’t it? > here . do you remember not being? ¬†the morning bell sounds . time to start dreaming: ¬†check¬†the moment before- […]


Fear of Failure

does a leaf fail when it falls?  does a tree fail during drought? this human mindgrows from a soilmuch bigger than itself learn from othersopen to truthall aroundcrack the shell& stay with the old discomfortsas they bubble away  stay stay stay! and know when You were gone and where you were ‚Äď that ghost town-where […]


Sleeping Beauty

Sleeping¬†Beauty “of the two witnesses stick with the principal” -lojong slogan (developing good heart)¬† ¬†¬†¬†¬†sleeping¬†beauty.¬† nobody else can tell you your heart’s desire- it is unique to you ¬† everything leans¬† you are interdependently unique like a snowflake- and as transient too this depends on that¬† everything leans¬† ¬† your bound nature¬† stems limitlessly¬† from […]



Selflessness Thought is border¬† -like an elephant’s fragile rope-¬† it can bind without substance ¬† Unexamined belief binds beings as beings ¬† Take this collection of thought, call it my mind ¬† Take this collection of memory moments call it my life ¬† Here, newly minted sense percepts become world ¬† And me- oh my-¬† […]


no reason

no reason Love doesn’t need a reason ¬† not one not many not any¬† ¬† for all of creation is it’s season ¬† without cause¬† without blame without loss without gain ¬† But Rudderless wind-tossed … Reason needs love or¬† it is lost¬† ¬† ¬†



Nourishment . nourishment is it not apparent? your heart yearning? ¬† what shackles- ¬†what mind forged manacles can bind¬†¬† the¬†pure¬† beginninglessness of¬†you? ¬† arising¬†from nothing to become nothing ¬†while never being other than ¬†what is more akin¬† ¬†to the space ¬†between ¬†than¬† word ¬† * seek out the source of names destroy grasping at the […]


Happiness love and kindness

Happiness Love Kindness Happiness love and kindness are 3 aspects of the same thing the vital force of creative nothing¬† ¬† the miracle of something-ness transient like a cloud ineffable like a whisper how laughable is the belief in solid dense reality to such a view ¬† ¬†i love you regardless of any moment of […]


In Vain Glorious

In Vain Glorious did it die in vain? that breeze-shimmered mountain aven caught by cold frost,¬† paw hoof nail and snout it’s beauty revealed only as reflection -once as passing eye of eagle- did it die in vain? with no boxed name given it¬† no¬†prizes and portraits no lamination dissemination fame it’s tenderness it’s undoing […]


we think

we think¬†it’s in the doing we think it’s in the doing ¬† and so we do and do trying to build an imagined future with blind action and lame hope ¬† but when being undoes doing by simply¬† stopping¬† ¬† just¬† ¬† stop ¬† . ¬† we do it in the thinking. ¬† odd na […]


“I Want”

I¬†Want. I want to know Us. ¬† I want to know and kiss every inch of those brown tattooed arms and know the smell of your neck. ¬† I want to know those hands on this waist and ass and pulling pulling down ¬† I want to know going out together¬† into that explosion of […]



Stubborn -a recipe¬† Beat head against wall o. didn’t work must be the¬†WRONG WALL¬† ¬† Beat head against another wall ow. again. ¬† Light dawns (from crack in skull) ¬† o! ¬† it’s the beating that hurts. ¬† ok ok.¬† got it. stop beating. ¬† noooooo. stop.¬† i’m trying!¬† just stop.¬† i caaaaan’t! ¬† o. […]



maybe… maybe meworld¬† is¬† reflection ¬† listener’s song>waterbug skittels ¬† i wanna know what love is i want you to tell me… ¬† who sang that?¬† was it some ONE? where ARE they? ¬† ¬† ? ?see? ? ¬† does that mean they don’t exist? for real-zees?¬† just as thought? ¬† Th ¬† aaaaaau¬†¬† ¬† […]


Spiritual Safety

Spiritual¬†Safety aka- Truth of Timelessness ¬† A human can come to understand the timeless deathless unborn nature of reality ¬† -concepts that point¬† beyond the conceptual human mind- ¬† when understanding dawns¬† it does so within and¬† AS that reality that concepts can only¬† partially describe ¬† to grok this is to be¬† spiritually safe […]


Static Cling

STATIC CLING keeps pulling words and streams of something felt but not seen out of me so like an iron filing my whole being is tuned to the great mystery of attraction sparks fly between the poles of you and i die i die . . .


Skyflower Photons

SKYFLOWER PHOTONS The gossamer wings of a butterfly are more substantial  than this world held together by light    luminous skyflower photons    that are as real as they seem as real as they seem as real as a dream



US ¬† only do i suffer when i suffer the thought of not enough ¬† so wordless and still becomes i for hello’s and goodbye’s ¬† as two silences become one ¬†or being one become two- ¬†full of enough¬†of these precious winking slices of time ¬† seeds there planted so that when i sit alone […]


Who’s Worth What?

Who’s Worth What? am i worth it? a good question for nights of gory paradise with phantom aches and real pain a bad question for enticing the seamless dreamless expanse To Surrender Her pretentions … Drop Her filmy veils … And stop asking questions



Turiya   Meditation=Life Sitting before a master no head wonder tapestry of rainbow thread enharmonic unity that was   never    two time


Divine I

Divine i the divine intelligence is so sweet so simple it breaks the heart tears flow from such Infinit-Essence


Heaven’s Doorbell

Heaven’s¬†¬†doorbell God is not some private prize exclusive to the faithful but the inherent condition of us all God the word is a pointer God is the pointing God is the fabric of reality God contains all divisions and those divisions are made of God God is an insufferable paradox and so paradox is heaven’s […]



awareness >notice< everything is already accepted >notice< without tense because no time¬† ¬† thoughts ¬† – words are duality itself -> ¬† they are the slicing dicing tools that create 3rd person ¬† -A so-called objective imaginary stance- ¬† in Silence Still infinite Presence ¬†that is you. ¬† The felt experience of being a “thing” […]


Pop Goes the Weasel!

Pop! goes the weasel Everything can be found to be Nothing ¬†+¬† Nothing can be found to be Everything ….and in that paradox- ¬† Pop Goes the Weasel! . . .


Self¬†as Other What i want for you dear dear love ¬† is infinite is tender bubbles with joy is fresh alpine morning awake tweeting dawn ¬† isn’t anywhere else than here isn’t anything else than this ¬† a happy morning story with an adventurous twist- if you like that sort of thing ¬† a lullaby […]



homeland We share the same homeland you and i *deep unconditioned space* ¬† you are my precious self i am your precious self ¬† we are precious precisely a mathematical certainty that when you take everything away you get a whole 0 a black hole ¬† conditioned space dances where time ebbs & flows but […]