In the Key of E

I wrote this at the start of lockdowns, for someone far away- whose name begins with E. It’s about the comfort we can take in a memory (the key of E) while things are rough.   It’s draws inspiration from the view of enlightenment.

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Back home.

Doubt- A Cloud in the Sky



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The End is the Beginning

I had to do it. I had to pick a date for the beginning of the end. March 4th.

Volume 2: Revolutionary Lullabies

Nebulous Clouds

Ever heard of the 5 hindrances (to meditation)?

They are like clouds in the sky of a mind.


Craving * Ill-will/Aversion

Dullness * Restlessness/Worry

🔆 When the clouds go, it’s the beginning of sunshine. 🔆

Nebulous Cloud don’t last forever.


The towering artifice of aloneness.

What you aren’t. (Happy?Fulfilled?)

What does it shine as? ✨pictures + feelings? 🖤 Rumbling story?

How long does it do so?

A frustrating game of pin the tail on the donkey.

Poor donkey.

✨Word now shines as a luminous force of creation-

a playground blossoms between us. ✨

The donkey was tied up- I didn’t know why, and in the realm of humans, neither of us were in social position to play liberator.

We would be together, sometimes- I brought snacks.

Little freedoms in pleasure of basic existence. Food, drink, companionship.

I may never know if he was as sad as I.

Dedicated to the donkey I met in San Pancho, 2017

while in the turmoil of domestic abuse.

We are gardeners

I am notoriously hermit-ual yet believe All Important Things can be found through relaxation, care and connection. I know it is not a blank sea of hostile hearts out there.

There is a web of wisdom beings- I have seen their art- played their music and been enchanted, engraved and transported by their visions. They span time and space and come to me unbidden. I have shared food and activity, conversation and laughter with them. Some of them are not hard to find.

I Look to the beings who smile and wave when they see strangers 👋🖤.

As the waves of time season our friendships, companionships, love boats and liferafts- I for one am wondering why all the nautical references in relationship language. Are we two ships in the night? Two ships just passing by? Ok. This is clearly fodder for another post. 🖤